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when first dapat tahu cerita ni,i was damn down.seriously down.nak nangis tapi im not a type yang bole nangis kat siapa2,i need bent that time.but she's somewhere kat mana entah time tuh.i held my tears.prep ada lagi setengah jam.gelak gelak.buat muka slamber.right after prep habis,straight to dining hall.tengok tengok if bent was there or not.supper roti canai.i had no appetite.i am lost that time.cant find bent.jumpa aishah w.din.she asked me so many questions.but i just geleng geleng kepala.after that keluar pergi basketball court.duduk2 and terjumpa nadhirah and husna.mujur i met them.if not.maybe i would cry kat situ jgak.ALONE.they were the life saviour.masa tu je laa:).haha.bile balik blok,jumpa bent.time tuh.air mata rasa macam sangat murah.tapi segan nak nangis kat orang ramai.pergi pondok dekat gym.i spilled everything to her.but i dont cry.bent macam biasa.she listens tapi response lambat.tapi takpe lah.at least.i've spilled.and that night.tertidur pakai baju kurung because i AM so weak.

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shek's birthday.lupa nak wish.*i am damn sorry dear*bahana semalam punya masalah,the next day,i was still in miserable mode,bent told me another story.HAHA,again aku speechless,the untold stories are now revealed.bent da mnyumpah2 ___.HAHA.what else i can say,i am a real fool now kan.that evening.bgtau ayue.and she's planning a real revenge,i was shocked ofc.HAHA.i was wordless.tatau nak cakap apa.iasked ayue'kenapa aku dah tak nangis macam dulu2?'and ayue replied'kau dah LALI'.bent cakap 'kau dah KERAS',i agreed je laa.sebab they knew me upside down.in and out.they knew whats the best for me.

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bila fikir masak2.nak midterm dah.spm around the corner.tak elok buat jahat kat orang.i told ayue to burn her revenge part.i just asked her to settle this DAMN thing.orang tengah menda ni.and if its true,pulangkan blik brg aku dekat ___.immediately.let fate fare my situation better,dah nak balik rumah dah pun.i have plenty time to think about it.

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im waiting for your result syazwanie rosmen:)