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salam,it's feb already:)hahar.ohhh and seriously my first two weeks at school was a nightmare.it was such a hell to me.i even thought about keluar sekolah doh:p.seriously.i called akak and cried macam baby ta cukup susu.because of some incident yang seriously i will never forget.it such a hole yg macam susah nak recovery.and because of those things,i've lost my trust towards anyone.and i feltsoulless.sort of i've lost my other half.seriously.and i should thanked those people that still stand next to me when the worse those crappy things happenned.sebab i guess if they are not there,i wouldnt be able to stand still like at this time,for crying out loud.seriously.those two weeks made me smile,smile with a plastic face,crumping my heart with such loneliness and yet the weirdest part is I'VE LOST MY ANGER TOWARDS ANYONE WHO SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME ANGRY BY THEIR ACTIONS,i knew it's great but dont you think that im on way to lost my whole soul.the old atifah,,supposedly i thought that will last longer buut it fades away at early feb.haha.easy to reacover punya person la teepah ni:)aint it easy,maybe because the person that hurts me happened to back to me.tapi the probs seems to wont fade away.ohh and this 2010,i started to get close with qisty:)yes yes,QISTINA ROSLIMAN.she's lke a little sister that i hade never had.she's extremely cute,brainy,childish,nyaringg:)haha.she's an entertainer.boleh pulak tgh2 nak ready pergi saringan,dia nyanyi lagu lalaland with those high-pitched tone.she's crazy but mine:)haha.ohh and cakap pasal saringan,my event LOMPAT KIJANG not went well because first;i tak practice, second;my leg kena sengat lebah the night before.ouchh right.people suruh i go to klinik but malas laa.haha.and kami dah start practice cg:)long story and f3 tggal 4 org.2 lame and 2 baru.thnaks to najie and faiqah for staying with us:Dohh and the new dormies seems to be okayy:)peaqox and puden are the life saviour there.dengan uhant at the next dorm,shek atie shra at the same floor,okayy laa:)hahaha:)