a big bunch confession

im missing them badly right now,though we havent met just for a few hours.waitt!to be exact.28 hours but i've started to miss them.adeyy.sape yg aku rndu ni?hha:)i miss bent,yue,tsya,tanne,biin,cam,wee,blqish,shashsa,dommates la yg pstinya.ntah laa.i do miss them.this is so offended!im too tired of fixing and cared for others heart while mine is bleeding so badly.i love tanne and i do love tsya.why cant i chose both?i love biin and i love bent more!would ever anyone understand?surely no one.people just know how to point one finger to another withot knowing the truth which is very important for the victim.for this case,i love tanne,i've known her since i stepped in my feet at stf,i've know her more than anyoneelse(i guess)i know what is her weaknesses,i know what shes up to,i know which part of her strong,but when i was having quite a fight with her,everyone kept pointing finger like im the one who is wrong:(do i have the right to offend myself?do i?do i have the rights to say anything?do i?yeahh.in what way or any way,im the one who wrong but still people accused me i have forget bout her when i met tsya.people,u've been too cruel to me.u're just being unfair to me.u're just so urggghh.i love tsya.i love tanne too.i love them equally.when i brought her into ourcircumstances,it just like im the one who force u to accept her,i dont know that u kept pretending until yesterday,u reveal everything.if u cant accept her,why dont u tell me earlier so i dont look like a pathetic person.omg.its totally a crap guys.its a crap and im too tired of these.i want both.again i said.BOTH!